The sky very dark.....

today the sky very dark.... my heart too.........

i just think i atleast still got the brain creative before.... but now i was wrong..... i'm really useless...... even just wanna angre a people and hit him also cannot.... my whole life is very bad.... my life, my love, sport, electrical games.... all... ALL... no one i do it has work..... whatever is just my body and my heart... easyly to hurt it........ then why i in this world?! i being bully by people.. i can't do anything....... they just keep doing... then i just keep escape... i can't do anything..... even i just hit them back... they wont get hurt any... but i get the all!

what is the meaning i live in this world..... no friends ... no family.... even just a buddy i also didn't have........ why i could in this world..... is it die better? or i should keep escape? my heart very confusing..... i don't know what i should do.................. my world become more dark.... until i also can't see myself........

This holiday more fun and tired........... how come i say like that? check this out!

lol.... last time i tought this holiday will like normal one... one word- BORED! but now i wrong... more fun .. and also tired..

Everyday i will go to my father factory there to help to work... my father a manager of the factory... now he work at KL , but after this project done, he will be change to Banting there... at that time, i will always go there with my father. Because there near the beach! hehe... you know something? i very like the beach... cause it bring me a great and romance feel.... that was nice~

After work so many days at Hari Raya , then thursday i have a rest! WOW! rest! i like it now! haha.... i think i will go to have many of fun tomorrow.. work so many days ready... now is the time to FUN! i plan will go to play the snooker first.. then have tea with jere them.. after that, play futsal... then ciber cafe..... i don't know it will work or not? just a simple plan first...

Walao... today after work have tuition! WHAT THE HELL! lolz... try guess what will happen at tuition... i sleeping ! =P ..too tired mah... what else i can do wor.... sleep lor...... today is the second day of Form 2... nice feel.... but when the science paper coming...zzzz... my head like wanna ZABOOOOOOOM! .. but whatever lar... i will try my best to read it! DON'T WORRY! BE HAPPY! =P

Tomorrow first go to breakfast with father, then.....Wait ar .. i go plan my time table first. Don't go anywhere, i will be right back! wait me!

The most best friendz i meet - Jason

lolz... this jason....zzz...

why he so~ ... 'bilibala' .. hehe.. ya.. it seen like so angre like wanna scold me when we chating... lolz... ya ya.. i know he wanna me good... but that like...zzzz... let me so .. confusing? lol.. dont know lar... but atleast he the 1st one who really care me.. ya.. i can feel it... whoever care of me.. i will very remember them.. but why the most i wanna to remember it... didnt care me... i know.. it is me didnt do something ... but.. what else i really can do? i meanz , what can i do izzit like .... i know many lar.. but.. like what jason say one.. ' Think the positive all the time ' .. i'm not always think at the negetve, but that all thing make me think like that... i also dont very like to think positive it........

haiz...i know i miss her now is useless only.. but i really miss her... i really like to talk to her.. but .. i can't!

nice day~

haha... today morning go to mamak restaurant beside the KFC there eat breakfast with my father and my brother... hehe... always go there one... the roti pisang damn nice.. add one more teh tarik.. walao... best~~

afterthat, return back to home... what can do? sleep. then wake up at 12pm... go on the com... play cs-cz... hehe... then i recieve a sms... that was julian.. he call me go to that chinese restaurant have some nice drink~ i wanna go liao... but my mother call me and tell me that she coming back... cause i haven eat... waiting my mother lor... what can i do le.... after eat ..WALAO! is 1.30pm liao... my full body got many many many energy! sure lar.. after eat got that chemical mah..zzz... then i go there...

after that... we ( that's meanz me, jun yen, alwin, julian, jere, william, ah meng, prawin ) go to ciber cafe near the flat one...wah.. that weather damn cool you know? really like Genting Highland... cause got the rain and that was very cool and big wind.... << href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEis9MjQXqbhtI0zZICtcZSy3RcdzZFtqZETPF6TxY2_OJqQQBqcSB5PfkIyTbAIbqRh_Q0cZayXE_nUO3lAORE7p8ilipK0y1VTgehF1GfX6nv429ZQjgNMEcZesiGOJvTGRrlVFFREWgA/s1600-h/101020072250.jpg">

after we play that is 5pm ready... they all go to play futsal but i didn't go cause got tuition what... then prepaid the thing to tuition lo...

today is the last day of Form 1 in my tuition.. next tuesday when i go to tuition is go to learning the Form 2 thing liao.. ^.^ hehe...

haiz...

i now cant control myself... how come i say le? i always have the remembrane that me and she together.... i really don't know why... really one lar, i didn't wanna think that.. but in my mind.. always come out the all remembrance... i really miss her... but i don't wan to see her... everytime i meet her... the heart is getting hurt....

that all remembrance in m mind was very nice.... but now all gone ready... is not happen again............. :'-(

hurt....

:-l

hurt.....

i really hurt....... i saw one people one people online... just her didn't online..... when everytime te people online... my heart getting more hurt.... i know... i know she very hard to do...... but.. what that she do it... really hurt me..

:'- l

lolz... haiz.... zzz...

haiz.... tomoro will be my the first biggest worry thing in my life......

yesterday i wrap the wraping paper with a teddy bear.... the teddy bear is very soft one... hehe..... nice~ i like it..... i use my teacher teach me that the method... ya, that's was best of the thing if wrap like that... but that's hard to me to do it.... i do it until 4am... zzz... then i change the method.. ya.. no prefect ready... but also can lar... finally i finish it at 5.30am..... but still haven done yet.. still owe a card... i buy ready but haven write anything... don't know write what.....

today morning, we ( me and my friendz ) plan ready 3pm go to play snooker... i sleep until 1.30pm then wake up.... cause last night i do until so late... so i need sleep more .... andthen when i wake up is 3.30pm ready.... zzz... i go my friendz shop there..but my bike got some problem cause yesterday when i go to cycle i be hurt by the bike gear.... that gear broke ready.... zzz... so, got some hard to go there..... when i reach there, he still at there waiting me =P... hehe...

wow... i be professional after the first time i play it.... afterthat, we return back to our home....... i just reach my home, then have a sms send to me..... jere them call me come to futsal court there playing futsal.... lolz.... too tired ready lar... so i didn't go.... hehe....

haiz... don't know tomorro what will happen... however,night ready.... wanna sleep liao.. BYE~

WoW~

huh... finally change a new place ^^... this post will be the first post i send in this blog... haha.... well, i'M OKayz!