Last day...

today is the last day i at the tuition....i hope that everything will be fine... nobody know i will leave tuition today except wei yin and teacher elaine only... but very unlucky, when wednesday i talking with teacher elaine, teacher fione was there.... and she know everything... about teacher elaine wedding party, i hope to go there... but i cant.. i didnt have the invite card for that....

when after tuition, i give something to hui wen... but she still dont wan to take it.... but why.. why even is the last minute we meet.... she still reject me... i have no more chance to see her again... why.......

she was happy... i know... i'm really sure about that.... because when i enter the tuition until now i was very annoying... but now finally i was leave.... i'm not simple say... but i saw she was very happy...... and teacher, too....

if i'm really a bad thing in that tuition... i will be happy to leave it.... however...

good bye, my friends.

she.unhappy

i'm really dont know actually i'm so scary for hui wen... if i leave her away did she will be more happy than now? or maybe i just die away from her and she will happy ever... i'm seriously... i feel so sad.... i dont know i'm keep making she live inside a scary and sad world all the day... i dont know what else i can do anymore for her..... i'm doing nothing for her.. no, i'm not doing nothing but i keep making her sad... so.. i will leave away from her... next week will be the last week i and she meet... last.......

Perfect match?

Perfect match?

i'm really dont know what i wan actually... should i ask her or just wait.. but, what i'm waiting for? waiting her? waiting me? i dont know me and she are the perfect match or not.. i just dont wan to destroy our friendship .. but i know i cant missing her anyway...

now there was two way i could choose to go.... one, ask her and keep loving her.... two, give up and just dont care about her..

i know this is my future and that's all my choice.... anyway... i still need sometime to think about it.... if can, please give me some comment... i now really dont know what should i suppose to do....

Hui Wen...

Love? haiz...

around this month she already start didnt reply my sms dy... i feel so lonely... haiz.. i dont know why i just like to chat with her, talk with her and tell everything to her... is that i love her? or .. i was wrong? but something i can make sure that is.. i know i had really love her... before that i still dont know actually i love her or not.. cause everytime when i didnt saw her i will very miss her... but when i can saw her i didnt feel anything... lolx... i cant make sure am i really love her or maybe i'm wrong...

but around this week i feel very lonely... is not like the normal alone.. but .. erm.. i cant write out the feel... just feel like very lonely... i very miss her... and she keep didnt reply my sms dy , i feel very sad.. i thinking the past that she have sms me... got one time she say she feel me like very stressful and got anything dont keep inside the heart.. just say out.... is that she wan me to say 'something' to her? i dont know....

i had no more time left to see her... cause i gonna shift tuition... and maybe school too... =.=" i dont know i had chance to see her again or not.... i now dont know what should i do ... she are a nice girl... a very nice people... what should i do actually?! >.<" have a girl sms to tell me before... the girl say that is very hard to love me.. and the girl say she was tired.. and that time i was thinking that if Hui Wen really love me.. and did she feel very hard and tired? i know i'm a very stupid guy in the love world...

did i should just tell her everything ? with sms? or with myself? if she didnt meanz anything? then what should i do? i dont know... T.T i really hope i can know what she was thinking and i hope she got see my blog and give some tips to me..... T.T

I WAN KILL TENG WEI !!!!

ARH!!!! I WAN KILL TENG WEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<"

zzzz.... today my house making a BBQ party.. and Teng Wei, Jun Yen, Marcus, Alan, Carmen, Ee Ling... and my sister friends all come... -.-"

after i back from tuition, i play cards with them... with money* i play and play.. keep losing... after that i say an idea to play 'pairs' .. that's out of my imaging! i win very very much money!! afterthat, i facing a very hard round... the Teng Wei looks like scaring me.. and i not sure i wan follow or not... finally, i choose follow... and then we keep putting the money... RM10 , RM10, RM10... finally i have no more RM10... and we open the card ... WHAT THE HELL, I LOSE!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Walao.. my heart was very pain and pain... but my face keep smile... -_-"

haiz... afterthat i keep playing.. and i not like so force like before... but i still win the money... haiz.... after i play and play... then finally i lose RM70 ++ ... LOLX.. i can play arcade many times already!!!! >.<" if i didnt follow Teng Wei before , i could win RM110++ and not lose RM70++ !!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiz...

starting....

Teng Wei too many money until need use the mouth to take the money... lolx

playing...

guess who is counting these money? Teng Wei!!!!! >.<"

Happy Valentine's Day !

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lazy... =.="

i have many many many many many many thing to say that happen on Chinese New Year!!!! that is tooooo many things to say!! really too many!!!! wow.... sooo many thing i wanna say about!!!!!!!!!! xD

but i lazy to write, byebye.

thx ma diu (matthew) ! xD

today all the day feel very sienz... then find hui wen to chat.. cause my mind full of her.. xP

..about the key... my heart key.. i have think many many thing today as i very bored laying at sofa.... suddenly i think many choice that i can give the key to them.. but at last i just have 2 nice choice... 1 is the girl that i very love her... and another one is .. have a little bit feel to her, but she have anything like the dreamgirl i wish to.... lolx... Valentine Day coming soon... i should give the key to who?!! >.<"

at afternoon, i open my msn... i just open my msn.. and do nothing else.... lolx.. after 5minute i keep looking at my msn.. feel bored... =.=" zz.. then i go write a post to my blog... but i didnt have any feel.. -.-" cant write anything... afterthat, i go take a look in teng wei blog.... cause he blog address in my internet explorer favourite there.. my brother save de... -_-" the blog was pretty nice... i love that! xD

after i look his post.. i get something... i saw that he have a very nice life and experience .. i hope i can be like him... he make me think back everything... and many feels... we all have not much time left... 11.11 a.m. 21th December 2012... the end of our life.....

i dont wish that my life will be end with sad... but i wan my life can let me proud of myself.... thx matthew... i promise you, and also my friends... dont worry about me! i will be great everytime! i promise!

thx for meeting you all, my friends.... i proud of you all!

TAKE EACH DAY, ONE AT A TIME

One day at a time-time is enough.

do not look back

and grieve over the past,

for it is gone.

Do not be troubled

about the future,

for it has yet to come.

Live in the present,

and make it so beautiful

that it will be worth

remembering.

Chinese New Year...

Chinese New year coming soon.... i know i should be very happy to celebrate this holiday... but i didnt feel that.... i feel bad... i'm always alone... lonelay was bad..... i very hate myself! what was my problem actually?! why i couldnt feel happy all the time! i hate myself! why i always be hurt.... why.........

i'm not a perfect lover... i really losting............... :''!